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So hello to my almost dead LJ!
HAHAH, it has been a busy 2012 for me so far... A vvvv tiring one but almost fullfill first five month of 2012 :)
Erm, so what happened?
HAHA i cant remember much too...
But was basically busy w preparation of orientation, orientation for the first two month when sch started... It was fun experience n got to know many more CJ leaders :))) HAHAH, orientation was the best time in sch cos all we need to do is to bring the kids around, play games, cheer and my favourite part, MASS DANCE. HAHAH, but i hated to wake up early to get to sch by 630 :/ it was torture :(( HAHAH, but survived thru...

Other than orientation, actually there was nothing much exciting happening... Mostly, is surrounding studies and hockey :)
So i just ended my hockey season last friday n i guess i have alot of regrets as a captain but it was a good season for me n my team after all. didnt expect to go tat far actually but still fough hard as a team :)

im more than just proud of my team n i love them alot. oh my cute little coach too :)))) LOVE THEM TTM :))) HEHEHE

yup, now i got to be focused n concentrate on my studies! I think i just screwed up MYE :/ sigh... but oh welll... will work harder during june holidays :) need to get my As back. WAHAHAHHA LOL.

So 2011 is coming to an end tis week. Cant believe it man. It felt as if i just had my O-level n is enjoying life. But NO. i have gotten my result n is alr in a jc- CJC :) HAHAH, doing good there. So im going to do a memory lane down this year :)

Jan:
Started out w lots of fun n anxiety. Keep going w stc hockey ppl to relax n enjoy life. then comes our O-level result, then the posting of sch. N HAHAH, im posted to my first choice which is CJC :) started out w orientation which fun n tiring. but was a brand new start to everything. :)
first day of sch :)
ice skating :D
OG 10
Feb:
Then CNY comes, as usual. N tat's when the real JC life started! I took PCME :) n is in T17! HAAH, yup uncertain n new to the sch. abit blur n sian abt studying, since it have been a looong time i have studied. But managed to blend in n cope well w the environment :) Yup, n i went back Hockey as my CCA :)
1T17

March n April:
was abt the same. trying to cope w study, trainings for A div n just got started w PW :/
met up w my dears :)
back to sch for TAD:) @T3 for meetings :)

after one of our A'div games! LOVE MY SENIORS, nice ppl :))) HAAH

May n June:
May was abit boring nothing much going. just busy with lots of sch work n also PW :(  n then had  our mid yr GP. only fun event was sports day :)
random outing session
slacking moments in class
HAHAH, after Sport day.
went into june holiday w lots to study for mid yrs. HAHAH, took up swimming for NYAA. Did spend quality time w my friends n family. balanced study n play at the same time too :)))
BBQ w them after not meeting for v long
Attending Mr Wong's wedding :)
went USS w my family :)
met up for dinner again :)

end june-July:
Mid yr examination period. stress, but survived. did well too :)  had good news tat i could go for REACH Cambridge programme :) n took up the Captain role in Hockey. Yup, it was the start of stress. needed to cope with studies,PW, cca n also the oversea programme. many many expectation were piling up too. sigh.
Youth day :)
MY TEAM :) <3

August:
the best month of the year :) HAHAH, had to cope w lots of workload but i love it :) when to Cambridge for TWO WEEKS :)))) Had a great time over there. learnt alot n had a great rest from the busy JC life :) HAHAH, but came back having to do lots of catch up n many many things to settle especially PW :/ HAHAH but i guess going to Cambridge was worth it :)

my BEST MATH GRP :)
awesome ppl :D miss them :/
shiok slacking place :D
HAHAHA my favourite shot of the year :D

September-Oct-start Nov:
BUSY BUSY BUSY n STRESS STRESS STRESS. overwhelmed by the amt of things we have to do for PW n also stressed by promos. HAHAH nothing special happened during these two months. it was dull n abit boring. Promos come n go. PW OP practises were fun, boring n stressful at times. N also took A level chinese :) my last chinese paper of my life. HAHA, will miss chines lessons n my teacher too :( HAHHA. but after promos, life was slack. the only things we do was PW n MT. oh, n trainings too :)  HAHAH. Yup n very very fast, our first year in JC life had come to an end. Promoted w not a bad result. w lots of great friendship forged :)
after promos i think
too bored after self OP practise
after my actual OP :) LOVE MY GRP :D
Last day of sch
w 3 jokers n one tall giant :D HAAH

Mid Nov- Dec: Holiday started then :) Went for OB Himalaya when holiday started. it was a great experience once again. strengthen my mind n body thru it. N also another break for me to reflect n think abt my future. HAHAH, see lots of things n learnt lots of it too:) came back from OB, holiday was just boring... Every week have 3 self PT. love to run now. go out w friends. stayed at home to do revision n nothing much le :P
met up w hockers after a looong time.
beautiful sunrise at the peak of the mountain :D


N for XMAS :)
w my dearest T17 ppl
w Chloe
w loong time no see ppl :) HAHAHH


HAHAH. WOW. yup 2011 is coming to an end :/ so fast. HAAHA, have been an up n down year for me. emotionally, physically n mentally. Grown alot as a young adult. have more responsibility on my shoulders. yea. but i could say, despite the busy scheldue n stress, i really enjoyed my first year of JC life alot. I see, hear n feel alot this year :)

Im hoping tat 2012 will be good to me. tat everything will run smoothly. even if i face difficulties, i will be able to face it like an adult :) HAHAH, n i cant wait for orientation, A division n A-levels. N ofc, the holiday after A levels :) excited :)

HAHAH, im done :)
hope whoever is reading this, ur 2011 was a great one like mine :D

HELLO :)
HAHAH, tmr is XMAS!!! WOOOAHHHH
so fast. time flies past like a G6 sigh.
anyway,i shall do a memory lane for 2011 some time next week :)
HEHEH, a recap of 2011 :)

sigh, 2012.
stress n stress only
A divsion n A level.
All A's HAHAHA.
i hope my results are all A's too ;)
lol
lame

ok i have nothing much to say now
BYE

it's been months since i last updated my LJ.
wow. so many things had happened and Yes, first year in JC is coming to an end with my OP on tues :)
HAHAHA, last time i left a post was before Cambridge trip.

Yup, so Cambridge trip was really awesome. Learnt alot n got to love math even more ;) HAHA, got to met alot new friends from CJ and it was the best break from sch at that moment :) at there, it made me really think of alot of things happening in S'pore. I really want to go back there! i love the peace there :D n distance really makes me miss ppl even more.

came back w many things to catch up w. PW n tutorials. But all were within my control and i still managed to cope fairly well. And nothing much happened after coming back from Cambridge actually. Was just occupied w stupid PW n to cope w Promos revision...
so Promos, did fairly ok. did improve in most of my subject in fact. except PHY n GP :/ HAHAH, expected tho. yup.

now, life is kinda boring but yet have alot of things to think abt n worry for.... just cant wait for my OP to be over. at least have one less thing off my mind. N i cant believe it. IM FLYING OFF NEXT NEXT WEEK AGAIN. To India, for OB Himalaya :) so many things needed to be prepared. MA FAN TTM :( HAHAH. But i guess im excited abt it?! HAHAH, idk too.

yupyup, life now isnt easy. (everyone's isnt too) so many things to think abt n need to prepare ahead.
school life n private life. kinda messed up alittle.
but everything will be fine sooner or later.
it will all go into place :D

'to everything there's a season, and a time.
 to every purpose under Heaven.'
Ecclesiastes 3:1

Wow, tis week so many things happened...
im going for Reach Cambridge , to UK in two weeks time. im so damn excited abt it now. glad i did put in effort for MYE tat's why im reselected into the programme.
and now, another new title for me, captain for CJ hockey. wow. more stress only. hope i can do the job well :)
and OMG, HAHAHAH, im on the principal's honor roll!!! COOL OR WAT?! for 4subjects and tat im the only few tat scored so many distinction:) HEHEHEH, happy ttm....
but tis means i have set the boundary and expectations of mine for Promos:( stress even more! argh....
oh well, i have to prove to ppl tat my choice to CJ is right and at here, i still can grow and develop. and im proving tat particular someone, dont look down on me. from tis very moment, i will live up to the expectations tat u have set for me... HAHAHAHHA

time have passed really fast.
it's alr the second semester for JC1. more things are coming up, PW, promos, OSLP, hockey things and many many more...
im moving forward with the time and learning every single day as a person and as a student too....

erm,
MYE was two weeks ago, most of the results are all.
and im glad to say i did well and beyond my expectation (as im in JC not sec sch anymore) but im not sure abt my GP result yet. so still praying hard. but no complacent is allowed for me. cause everything will be harder in promos and the effort i put in must be twice than wat i had put in for MYE.

yup, many months have passed, alot of things hv changed and i have grown alot (jn terms of attitude, character and maturity).
i miss the past, i miss my friends in stc, i miss being a sec sch student....
HAHAHA,
but cj is good. i like my class, 1T17 alot. im reaching out to more things. and hoping i will be able to make a differences in my small little ways and not be looked down by her... who keep expectating me to do sth for the sch.... but i still believe tat as long as u are leader, u dont need a position to lead and serve, u can lead by many other little ways and impact individuals. yup, and i'll prove to u. lol

it's going to be one month since the pain is back. and it's like getting more and more worst and not any better at all:(
im really getting very desperate in wanting to cure it and irritated by it too.
it's an injury tat cant be seen, but it's just there.
when i walk , it's there.
when i sit, it's there
when i slp, it's still there:(
omg, i hate this so much now....
having to eat painkillers, and it dont work sometimes and the pain is just there.
walking up that freaking lots of flight of stairs, make things even worst i guess....
argh, so damn angry with myself. why didnt i attend to the problem earlier..
i have never wanted to be on the pitch so badly. really. honestly speaking.
tis is my every first time tat im damn eager to get back to the pitch and play.
i miss chasing after the balls, hitting the ball.
i want to go for pe too. i rather run 2.4km twice a weeek, do many star jumps, sit-ups and push-ups,
than just sit at the grand stand doing nothing.....
i rather have muscle ache than tis pain....
cause at least, i can still slp well wih muscle ache....
sigh sigh sigh

im so annoyed with myself this time. really really pissed. haiz.

oh gosh, wat shit again have i land myself into:((( argh, here comes my tailbone/back/leg problem again. and freaking hell la, the doctor said cant see wat's the problem. but the PROBLEM is IT HURTS LIKE HELL!!! so WAT's THE PROBLEM TELL ME!!!! i want to continue to play hockey. really want to.... but if this really persistent i would have to go see specialise and then maybe stop hockey if the problem is very serious. cause hockey require alot of back and hip muscles, and tat's the place where it's hurting now:( oh wo de tian ar.....

today didnt even move much, still hurts like hell. just pop two painkillers, hope it will ease the pain and lt me have a goodnight slp today.. sigh. i hate myself man, why didnt i see the doctor earlier or solve the problem last year. now, starting to love hockey and have the passion back, my body is giving tis kind of problem:( ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so many things i want to do, hoping this wont hinder it. i really love doing sports. love to sweat too! sigh sigh sigh:(

official JC life have started tis week. and i can tell u im freaking hell tired:(((( my lessons normally ends at 4pm or 5pm:( and i have started my hockey training, btw, i joined back hockey. yeah, which equals to go home even later:( oh sian lor, first week only and i feel so damn tired:( alot of work to do too:( sian ttm. now im just too distracted by my new comp tat's why im blogging. HAHAH, if not, i should be studying/revising. maybe going out later. cant wait:) HAHAHHAH 

only thing tat i keep telling myself ' just suck it up and move forward'

ok, went for orientation in CJC for 4days. it was really fun, got to know most of the ppl in my OG. even though i wasnt tat high, cause still not warmed up. but had fun la:) erm, really cant believe tat im starting everything all over again. abit sian but still looking forward to the new challenges and experience:)

erm, CNY eve today, but damn bored now:( argh. sian ttm. hope the next few days will be better:) HAHAH, and cant wait for next monday:) i want to know who's same class as me:) HAHAH