SMILING makes me HAPPY:D

HELLO:D SIGH, holiday have pass 3weeks and i have been busy for that 3weeks. LAST week was packed with training and some other stuff.
while tis week i was packed with the moving of school on monday, me, LX and siska stayed in the holding school until 7plus pm with the PE dept teachers, wah, freaking alot of stuff to move and it was tiring. and some ppl was annoying who only use the mouth and dont work want. only know how to scold ppl. stupid. make the only person to carry the things up the truck.
while on tues, i have training in the morning and also meeting at the afternoon. so my day was like training then school again.
and wed, had rehearsal from mornining to night. i reached school at 8plus am and left school at 9.20pm. haah, that's like 12hours in school:D haha, at night i was like babysitting Bernedatte, haha, she's so cute. and really like to talk and play alot:DD HAHA.
and for thurs (yesterday) was the actual graduation day and prom night. so i was in school from 7.25am to 10.40pm. haha, is more than 12 hours. plus i didnt leave school at all. sigh.. damn tiring. but everything went well. and really want to thanks the STUDENT LEADERS who have help out in this event:D haha:D hope the buffet was nice for you all:D

HELLO. back from module2 on saturaday, and investiture was great:D haha, but during this camp many things had happened  good and bad. both also impact me too much. and i have been considering sth for very very long. but i still cant decide on.. i feel like im a total loser sometimes. cause im not as perfect as wat u have thought i was. im really lost in no direction. damn pissed with myself and i need time to relax and think it twice whether all these things are worth it anot or whether do i deserve all these. Im not sure also. CONFUSED.

" u were the one who gave me hope from the begining,
  but u destroyed my dreams bit by bit.
  and now, i have no idea where should i move on to. 
  cause im lost in no direction.
  and i dont know wat to do.
  i cant part tis at all.
  but i have to be strong to move on without u."

HURRAY!! 2moro will be last day of school.
HAHA, this year's school terms had ended. and it had been a busy year for me in fact. HAHA, so many chances in my life for this year. and these changes are good (im doubting it)
HAHA:D anyway, even thought holidays are here, but will still be busy with alot of stuff. council and hockey. plus have module 2 in the first week and hockey trip too. HAHA, hope i can still revise my work in between these things. to balance it. HAHA. 
but omg, which means im going to be older next year sec4. sian....

this is killing me.
how, i have no idea wat to do right now??
it hurts alot. but i dont feel like going to see doctor.
but tat's the only solution to cure it.
sigh, CHRISTINA WANG dont be stubborn can.
go and see a doctor ASAP for that stupid tailbone and back.
sigh...........

OMG, im like talking to myself:D haha.

hello:D haha, yesterday i got back all my results. haha, i didnt fail any subjects. im so HAPPY abt it. haha, especially eng- cause nv fail. and also my both maths. HAHA. yeah, also after school went out with mandy and nicole for lunch/dinner.
while for 2day, im freaking tired now. first 3 periods we were the only class having math lesson for 3 PERIODS!! and it's not going through the paper, but teaching us the new stuff. wah, it almost took my life. haha, i was weird during the lesson. hah,after while we had chinese bridging class. haha, first time see the sec3 so endu in watching the movie. and we also had police talk. but we left half way through to the conference room. yeah, and then when back to the class for CFT which is boring. i just sat down there, reading chinese comic book. haha, i was laughing to myself all the time. and after school we had to pack the stationaries and also have settle hockey things for 2moro. but mostly is my hockey mates who helped:D haha, but have some problems now. NOT ENOUGH MINERAL WATER!! sigh.. die le lor. anyway, i walked up and down alot of times. have alot of things to do. haha, i love the portable speaker. is so COOL. i was playing it with kelda. haha, cause i was holding onto the mic, so i can just talk into it and the sound comes out. haha. it's cool cause it's portable and i just started talking into the mic when i was walking along the corridors. haha. im crazy. hah, ok 2moro is a busy day. need to be in school by 640, but i think im sending my mum off at 5.30am to the airport. then go to school. haha, and after the hockey tournament. me and amanda need to go to school to do the quiz. and i also need to do sth for the packing again.. sigh.. i want to sleep NOW.
so BYE. dont miss me:DD

hello:D haha, 2day went out the whole day. feel so happy now. haha, went out at around 10plus to meet cheryl lee and YingMei. took mrt to clementi to meet Minhui. and we went kbox together. haha, the service is damn bad. cant stand it. we waited for 1hour for our 4drinks. idiots. haha, but either than tat, we had fun too.. 
after kbox,  MH,YM and i went to IMM for fun. we walked around and left the place. and went to tiong to watch a movie:DD haha, i cried lor. the movie is damn it sad. the movie title is : Haeundae-the deadly tsunami. wah, cried like mad. the movie starting was quite funny but towards the end is sad. haha, is a good movie:DD haha. yeah, when we going to take bus home, there was a little girl who is dman cute:DD haha, i kept on smiled at her and wave to her. at first she was quite scared and abit shy. but after awhile she smiled back to me. haha. damn it cute. you must see her reaction then you will know how cute she was. haha:DD.
anyway, im damn tired now. 2moro still need to go school at 9am. why cant it be later alittle. sigh, having meeting again. and i bet we have to do labour work again. wat a life i have... always going back to school.sigh. but also good lah, i have nothing better to do at home too. and if go out, will spend alot of money. so yeah, go school is the BEST. haha. oh, and on wed, we are getting back ALL our PAPERS. sigh, good luck lor.
yeah, tat's all for 2day.

" what should be my next move be,
  it's time for me to consider this again.
  i have no idea wat to do again.
  it's you tat makes the decision difficult for me"

hello:DD im back:DD it's almost going to be one month since my last post.
haha, 2day exam just ended. and im gald it had finally ended cause im freaking tired during this period of time. haha, but i will be busy with other stuff now. sian... i want to sleep now:DD

haha, anyway im damn worried for my eng paper now. cause i think im dead for it. sigh, and tis end year paper was a killer. sigh, dying for sciences except chem. bio was a real killer i think:( hope for the best now. math papers was ok... e.geog paper- iwant  to kill myself only. wrote the wrong things. sigh... but WATEVER. everything had ended today. and i did tried my best. so now just wait and pray hard then. haha. 2day after the papers, had a meeting. crack stupid things and laughed alot. anyway after the meeting, went out and watched a movie, cloudy with a chance of meatballs. haha, the movie was great:DD wahahah.

sian, 2moro actually dont need to go to school cause no paper. but then... some of us need to go to school. wat a sad life we have. sigh..
haha, cant wait for module 2 and hockey trip:DD haha.

monday supposed to go out and study but didnt, end up studying alone at home.. is super boring lah... seems that i still have alot of things not completed. sigh... sian... hate tis... i have been eating alot and not exercising, im dead. haiz... my tailbone is giving me a headache again. sigh... wth lah, everyday sleep also pain... sigh..
today went for youth mediation forum, i really dont like the MC, he's damn it annoying. dont know how to speak properly lah... stupid no brain one, sissy.. haha. the forum was ok not so boring, the game show tat they have was interesting. and the debate was... wow. especially nanyang girl school.. they were great:DD haha. oh, their tea break food was GOOD. haha, like the FOOD THE MOST. Ovidia is a funny girl... haha, cause tammin wasnt eating, so ovidia ask her are you fasting??? haha. wat the heck right... i laugh out loud immediately... haha, after the forum, went tiong's popular to buy stationary, came back home and sleep... woke up and did some work too...

2moro, i'm having phy extra lesson then home to bathe and then to queenway to collect my new spect:DDD haha, then to siska's house for BBQ. ha, i cant wait to get my new spect... i will look more like a study nerd. hahah. is black frame... haha, and my eyesight's degree is damn high can... is like one side 700plus and another side is 600plus... im going blind soon without a spect.. haha. ok byebye